Da, asa simt si eu!
Finally, something we can agree upon.
you might get rid of your slimy-gross-black-slugs
that captivated your brain and inject your so-called dark thoughts
and then you'll be a better person
but no, I will not get better
because I like myself
and I am not going back to "fuck u"
I would rather fuck u
this song and a certain pair of black boots
remind me of a self-hell I refuse to move towards
while still on Earth
I actually had a sorta morning dream once
and hell was simply total black and my thoughts
if I were to blink, it persisted black
***
been to a cave once
my personal hell is a cave where you blink for nothing
about keeping you in the eye of the storm until now
oh, you poor silly thing
you're still in the eye of my storm
you are just confused by your slugs
and you think you feel the storm
but I am still protecting you from mine
that's quite yours... mine, well...
you know how you keep saying you want to start knowing me now
oh, boy, but I know YOU
and if I were to stop protecting you
mnoh... I would stop liking myself then
si cum ar spune e.m. "nu e corect fata de mine"
'cause I would grow and become the devil itself
and fuck me if you deserve that
nu mai mentionez ca in juma de zi mi-a cazut tot turnul
asta e pe stroberga
sper ca nu a facut mare damage la cadere
asta e din ciclul:
"nu pot vorbi cu tine,
cine stie ce iti zic
si apoi ai pe ce obseda"
***
super lectie de la youngDenisa
am 4 scrisori sub pat
nu chiar in a box, Beneath my bed, dar p-acolo
si am pe ele notate the repeat song
din perioadele alea
23 feb. 2007
lame denisa is lame
***
4 april 2010
cred ca asta avea si "live and let live" pe ea
pentru ca seriously
live and let live
Fall forever in the dark
this is a personal challenge that goes well with siddharta - ring
***
3 dec 2011
lame denisa is lame again
***
4 mai 2014
asta avea si "copiii abandonati abandoneaza" (cu caps)
so I won't put the lame here, connection complete with just 3 words
DAR
ha, when you're not young anymore, you don't have what youth to lose anymore
HA!
***
iar lectia era despre uitare
acum nici nu am terminat o pagina
nu stiu ce sens mai are
scrisorile au fost o demonstratie de uitare
o demonstratie de "trece"
desi pe vremea aia nu prea il intelegeam eu pe my suggadaddy si trece al lui
si apoi ma mir de ce imi raman cuvintele lui in cap
pai, mnoh, o fi ca's si ale mele
de atlfel, inca mi-e ca o sa ajung ca tine
si esti mai rau decat te stiam
esti atat de rau ca nici nu vreau sa stiu
dar, da, eram roscata
as fi preferat sa am o roscata
nu sa fiu roscata
***
am visat ca aveai grija de mine
dar nu prea mult
ci suficient
***
am numele date-ului tau pe mana
pentru ca e din 3 litere si ma deruteaza
hey, cum a fost cu abc, mnp, xyz?
m-as simti asa meschina daca i-as gresi numele
***
funny enough
am share'uit NBT
dar nu ce as asculta
ci credeam ca ti-ar placea
pentru ca as fi vrut sa iti placa
dar
broken machine with a layer of shit is what relaxes me
shit'ul nu a fost niciodata poetic pentru mine
shit'ul e femeia aia de pe strada pentru care eu nu as fi sunat
shit'ul este barbatul ala pe care l-as fi ignorat, dar fitri i-a dat bani
shit'ul sunt fetele alea pe care nu le scotea nimeni in oras
shit'ul este bradutul de care nu are nimeni grija
shit'ul este neputinta in fata lucrurilor mari si abstracte
asa ca nu mai facem ce putem pentru ideile mici
also
You Know Me Too Well
Take This Lonely Heart
Oh how we worship the things That we don't quite understand Oh it's more dangerous than you know
'Cause now I drink the good wine And now I get out of bed
I've got a pain in my neck Because I keep looking up I'm searching what's coming next But it won't come from above And there's a hole in my chest And I’ll make it my own
That you lose who you have been
***
eu credeam ca frati-miu ma cearta
dar ar vrea si el sa fie singur :)
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